Fear,desire,hope

I don’t hate you, I never could. I don’t regret meeting you, I never will. But I do regret our relationship. It destroyed the best thing we ever had, our friendship. All i could wish for at the moment is to have back all that we lost.

—(via yoursilenceisheartbreaking)

(Source: wastedwishes-brokenpromises)

If you one day realize you haven’t talked to me in awhile,
remember, it was you who lost me…

—(via msamandaxoxo)

(Source: thatoneamandagirl)

After your biggest breakup,

you would Google for heartache remedies, watch movies that show how one person accepted his bittersweet ending or ask your friends how they have moved on after all the pain. But the sad truth is: there’s no quick way. There’s no big solution. There’s no cure or remedy for the pain. You have to go through the grieving process, the headaches, the heartaches and the suicidal attempts. You will lose your purpose, you won’t understand the whole point of your existence… You can’t imagine yourself falling in love with any other person. You will cry every night and every day. You will hate love songs and prefer sad songs. And then you will get tired of all the bad emotions then realize you want to change your life. You’ll turn off the radio because you don’t want to listen to either sad or happy love songs. You’ll finally accept what happened and start drinking and partying with friends. But then there will be drawbacks; coz when you’re drunk, you realized that you’re living a life full of pretentions. Then you’ll find yourself back at Square 1… Yes, it sucks but you have to get through all this. There’s no shortcut. It’s the only way. Soon you’ll wake up realizing that you’ve moved on and the phrase “there’s someone else out there” will finally make sense.

—Eiffelforlife (via eiffelforlife)

(Source: eiffelforlife1)